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Wednesday, 4 April 2012

The Second Dream


His hands are tied behind him with roughly woven rope cutting though the flesh of his wrists. He is blindfolded with black cloth. He is kneeling on the street, on the edge of a gutter filled with still water, his head drooping between his shoulders. His knees roll on the hard ground and bleed though his pants as he rocks in prayer. It is late afternoon and his long shadow sways back and fourth on the gravel. He is muttering something under his breath. I step closer. A thousand times over, he mutters. For you a thousand times over. Back and forth he rocks. He lifts his face. I see a faint scar above his upper lip. We are not alone. I see the barrel first. The the man standing behind him. He is tall, dressed in a herringbone vest and a black turban. He looks down at the blindfolded man before him with eyes that show nothing but a vast, cavernous emptiness. He takes a step back and raises the barrel. Places it on the back on the kneeling man's head, for a moment, fading sunlight catches the metal and twinkles. The  rifles roars with a deafening crack. I follow the barrel on its upward arc. I see the face behind the plume of smoke swirling from the muzzle. I am the man in the herringbone vest. 

Symbolism 

The eyes : empty, cruel, emptyness, Amir fears being/becoming this man  

The man being Amir : the internal struggle of Amir feeling resonsible and guilty for what he has done to Hassan 

Black : he color of nothing, lack of color, mourning color 

Praying : hope, redemption, belief


The Dream


"It was warm and sunny, and the lake was clear like a mirror. but no one was swimming because they said a monster had come to the lake. It was swimming at the bottom, waiting"... "So everyone is scared to get in the water, and suddenly you kick off your shoes, Amir agha, and take off your shirt. There's no monster, you say. "I'll show you all" And before anyone can stop you, you dive into the water, start swimming away. I follow you in and we're both swimming... Get out! Get out! but we just swim in the cold water. We make it way out to the middle of the lake and we stop swimming. We turn toward the shore and wave to the people. They look small like ants, but we can hear them clapping. They see now there is no monster, just water. They change the name of the lake after that, and call it the "Lake of Amir and Hassan", Sultans of Kabul and we get to charge people money for swimming in it"

Symbolism 
Clear Lake : there are no signs of trouble, the lake isolates Hassan and Amir so it is only them.

The monster : something unknown, hidden

The price to swim in the lake : everything has a price what is the price? 








There is no monster, he'd said, just water. Except he'd been wrong about that. There was a monster in the lake. It had grabbed Hassan by the ankles, dragged him to the murky bottom. I was that monster.
-- Amir

Bank of Afghani Words


First Quarter
Watan -- homeland
Tashakor -- thank you 
Moochi -- shoe repairman
Kursi -- a heater under a low table coved with a thick quilt 
Inshallah -- god willing
Boboresh -- cut him
Bakhshida -- forgiven
Laaf -- the afghan tendency to exaggerat
Kofra sandwiches -- meatballs and pickles wrapped in naan
Saratan -- cancer 
Kochi --The nomads who passed though Kabul on their way to the mountains of the north
Kunis -- fag/gay man

Second Quarter 
Mareez -- not felling well/sick
Kaka -- uncle
Khala -- Aunt
Saughat -- souvenir
Moftakhir -- proud
Tassali -- condolences
Parchami -- a communist
Zendagi migzara -- life goes on
Balay -- I do 
Bachem -- my child
Salaam -- hello
Yelda -- The first night of winter, and the longest night of the year
Nang and Namoos -- honor and pride
Mojarad -- a single young man
Iftikhar -- pride
Khoshteep -- handsome
Shirini-khori -- engagement party

Third Quarter 
Kofta -- meatballs and white rice
jaroo -- broomstick
ghamkhoir -- self pity
Hadia -- gift
zenda bad taliban -- long live the taliban
lotfan -- please

Fourth Quarter
Biwa -- widow
Shahbas -- bravo
Qaom -- family
Dostet darum -- I love you
Rawsti -- Why
Jai-Namaz -- prayer rug
Quwat -- strength
Bakhshesh -- forgiveness
Khasta -- tierd
Tanhaii -- solo
Sabagh -- lesson